Long break full of faliure

Sooooo I was off playing and ignoring my nails. I also relapsed (sad face) but I am back on track. Did I ever tell you that I used nail polish as a way to quit smoking. So this whole time I have been under my porch with chipped unpolished nails smoking like a hobo. Anyhoo while I was binging I tried to sponge my nails which turned out just awful. I also tried a wet and wild color called poppy it was the prettiest color but the worst application ever! Then to top it all off I broke several nails. I am starting over today.